Saturday, December 26, 2009

j0m kembali ke kuliah!!

huhuuu...
rilex dlu....
settle ape yg patut...
penat x hilang lg nih...
arini rushing bt0l naek bas...x ikut tket lngsung..
naek mane yg k0s0ng jerk...heheee 
asalkan dpt smpai cepat
cuti ni x banyak bnde yg berlaku...
rutin cm biase la...suri rumah..hahaa
pape pn...ske sgt psl nic0le menang antm..heheee
result?? hurmm...as expected...walaupun lbh baek dr sem lepas but its still n0t a g00d pointer...
peduli la...my intension in study n0t as high as before...
yg penting x teruk..sudah la..
ape la yg menanti untuk sem nih...
susah wo00...huhuuu
xpela...senang susah kne wat jgk...
see ya in da next post...!!!




(xde bnde sgt nk cter...huhuuu)



Thursday, November 19, 2009

cuti2...

arini balek umh...huhuuuu...
ngant0k lagi nih...
tp xpela..nnt td0 lg kt dlm bas...
mcm xcaye je exam da abes..lg xcaye sem ni dah abes...
rase cm baru smlm je dtg sini tuk sem baru....
huuhuuu...
cuti2..walaupun kejap je...cuti jgk kn...
exam sem ni ??
ok sket la k0t dr sem lepas....h0pely result akan jd semakin baik...
cukup la 1 sem ni menyesal akibat sem lepas..huhuuu
lame la penaip x p0st bl0g...sem dpn la start balek...
tu pn kalau internet ok...hahaaa
cuti ni byk bnde nk kne capai...
mental n fizikal...lebih2 lg nk mnghadapi sem dpn nih...
ad0ii..xpela..cuba sedaya upaya...
capai sket pn jd la kn...
capai ape ??
ape2 la...hahaaa
sem baru...azam baru...
lupakan perkara2 buruk yg dh berlaku...
kte pk kn bnde yg baru...sume yg da lepas 2 kenangan yg xperlu k0t tuk di ingat....
cari kenangan baru yg la sem dpn...hahaa...
okies...sem dpn penaip p0st bl0g lg...
sedey nih x dpt tgk antm dh..umh xde intrnet....huhuuu


(nk settlekn beberapa brg yg l0m siap pack...)

Friday, November 13, 2009

as i expected....

as tyra bank make the episode 11 of antm cyle 13 as the m0st dramatic eliminati0n ever in the hist0ry of ANTM...
i kind a relieve when nic0le n laura b0th have been ch00sen as the finalist of ANTM cycle 13..
they were my fav since da 1st epis0de..


nic0le


laura


what makes me really happy dat erin didn't make into the final...
hate her since she sh0w the b***h side of her week after week...
and i've been waiting f0r her 2 leave but then i d0nt kn0w why the judges still keep her..
myb bec0z of her ph0t0 but her pers0nality jz eeeuuuu~
but p00r jennifer...her ph0t0 getting better week after week..but...
as i predicted the judges w0uld n0t let her be in da final...
why..?? i d0nt kn0w..hahaa
seeing b0th my fav in da final...i d0nt care which 1 0f da gurlz wh0 win...
but 2 bad...
i cann0t watch da final 0nline since i already at h0me...
anyway, juz let da best gurlz win...huhuuu






yg ni sape lak ???
hahaa...sungmin fr0m super juni0r... !!!!!
sungmin-ah ~~~

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

off limits !!!!

hurmm..
agak off limits disini yer....
penaip ske sbjk tuk paper es0k nih..but then nak katenye pemalas ...







mmg x bley di t0l0ng la...
mmg bt0l pn statement garfield tuh...
i really can..but to bad i won't..
huhuuuu
kte tgk je la es0k mcm mane...
penaip da bersungguh2 nih...
juz h0pe 4 da best 2 happen...
tawakal je la...
bile penaip stress mmg penaip mkn byk...
penaip x merungut ble stress but bley la trace kalau asik cr mknn je..
then kesana sini penaip bergerak...hahaa
tp kalau bel0m smpai tahap m0p lantai 2 mknenye penaip x bpe deadly stress lg la...
huhuuu..
smbung stdy sket la...then tid0...
kne rest my mind jgk..(cm x ckup rest lak siang td...)
gd luck 2 me all all my friend 4 2m0rr0w paper n 0ther upc0ming paper..
sm0ga kte sume bley perf0rm yg terbaek....
aminnnn.....


Sunday, November 8, 2009

albin0...

salah satu kejadian unik yg penaip sgt tertarik sejak dulu adalah albino....
xtau la knape..myb sebab sgt menarik perhatian k0t...hahaa
albino ni nk cam senang je rasenye....
kulit putih melepak....rambut lak perang sgt...(hurmm..bl0nde k0t..)
then paling best mata 2 cm ala2 pink...
tp cm kesian la d0rg ni kn...sensitip ngn cahaya sbb pigmen (pigmen ke ??? huhuu..lupe lah) kulit 2 x same cm org len...
pesakit albino nih bley idup cm org biase..
wat semua bende cm biase la....
but then cume tahap keupayaan n kualiti idup 2 je yg lebih rendah sket dari org biase...
pastu sensitif cahaya....hurmmm..and masalah mata jgk...

kalau fikir logik kn...kalau albino ni terjadi dikalangan org or family yg berkulit putih...
hurmm...xde la pelik sgt...but cmne klau dari kalangan family bkn omputih... ??
cam gmbr kt bwh nih...
huhuuu..agak kesian yer...
mmg kne kesian kt mak bdk2 nih...sbb ape ???
ha..2 yg kte kne amik tau...
scr ringkasnya disini, dh beberapa kali mak d0rg nih nak amik d0rg dr sk0lah but pak guard k0t yg x bg...yela...org kulit hitam nk amik bdk org kulit putih...
sume org ingat yg p0mpuan ni nk menculik..
but then...sape nk culik anak sendiri kn??
huhuuu..sian slalu org missunderstood kt die...
ape la nasib...da la 3 org yg ade mslh yg same...

noona yg x dpt diingat siapakah namanya bersama2 3 org anaknya yg menghidap albino

yg 2 kalau terjadi dikalangan manusia...
dh biasa sgt kte dgr...
cmne kalau di kalangan haiwan..huhuu
lagi la diskriminasi k0t...
dh la x same ngn puak2 d0rg....
apela yg jd ek....
hurmmm...2 yg kte x tau..
nk amik tau..nk siasat but x timbul lak mslh berlainan bahasa...
tp dlm 2 gmbr yg penaip jmpe nih....
mmg cm kesian but cm sweet pn ade jgk...huuu

sian yg nih...tp mak die still jgk syg kt anak die walaupun anak die cm tuh..
(c0nfident je mak die..heheee..assume cm 2 je la senang cter...)
tp yg n0rmal 2 cam wat x endah je..xbaek tau..adik bradik k0 jgk...heheee(buat cter)


utk turtle ni pulak...cm ne la ble die da meningkat remaja then dewasa ek...
(hurmm..sempat ke..ha, 2 yg kte x tau...)
tp..nmpk unik...cmne la perasaan die kn...
slalu kte dgr cter psl angsa yg huduh di kalangan angsa putih yg cntek..
tp yg nih...white baby turtle di kalangan n0rmal baby turtle yg xde la cntek sgt pn...huhuu

koala nih jelas kelihatan muka 'kasihani lah daku..'
normal koala da ckup nmpk kesina ni lg yg albino...hehee

kanggaroo ni mmg nmpk cm sakit kn.. ??
hurmmm...cm kesian lak tgk...

but yg ni sweet...huhuuu
klau jmpe mata c0nfirm peluk cium nih....

burung ni mst special di kalangan kaum die kn...
lg unik...
klau ade sesape yg kutuk or perli die, mst die slalu ckp... (ckp ke ?)
'ko ade... ??'
(heheee)
penguin yg slalu kte tgk warna itam gedik2 cumel pn ade yg albino...huu
sian die...da cm xde rupe penguin pn ade jgk...

sape mkn ketam nih mmg kejam la...
x kesian ker..huhuuu
sgt cumel...

haa...yg ni la plng x bley lwn rasenye....
merak putih...ade jgk yg separuh albino tau...
sparuh bdn die sgt n0rmal cm merak biase but sparuh lg putih mlepak...
tp yg 2 kne cr sndri la ek...




p/s:

gmbr2 ni sume penaip dpt dr mcm2 sumber...
g0dek2 smlm dpt byk pic lak...nk letak sume cm x patut...
klau tringin nk tgk lbh byk...search la sndri kt memane yg patut....
huhuuu...thnks 2 any0ne yg upl0ad all dis pic kt tmpt2 yg penaip save gmbr tuh....
really appreciated dat...
skrg kte sedar bkn manusia je yg ade mslh albino nih....
haiwan pn ade...n nmpk lebih unik...
penaip tak mksudkn yg albino manusia 2 tak unik...
tp..skrg ade manusia yg sihat2 cantik m0lek tp sume nk bl0nde rmbut nk putih2 melepak..
pendek kate nk jd albino la k0t...huhuuuu
pape p0wn...penaip sgt tertarik dgn kekuasaan Tuhan yg satu nih...
kte kne la bersyukur dgn ape je yg dh Tuhan jadikan untuk kte..
kerana siapa kte adalah yg sebaik2 kejadian...
kalau kte rase kte ni byk kekurangan..
ingatlah ade lebih ramai yg mempunyai kekurangan yg kadangkala kte sndri xkn terfikir bnde 2 bley terjadi dlm dunia nih...
tepuk dada pastu rase sakit x ??
hehee..
tanya iman la...
nk tnye ape ??? ha..2 yg kte kne amik tau...
try la tepuk dlu klau nk tau...
huhuuu

(tetibe si penaip cm insaf sket..huhuuu)

(tp kn..mkin lme cm mkin mrepek lak ape yg penaip post nih..ngeeee~ o_0 )




Cam C0mel pulak...huhuu


mule2...

real ke nih... ??
sgt x real....
x k0t kn....cm dlm chipmunk p0wn ade....


tp.....
kalau yg kt bwh nih ???

lawak seyh....
sgt p0yo0 mereka..hahaa
berduet....

yg ni pn nk duet jgk...
sgt tau...hahaaa
cumel versi kanak2 ribena lg....

yg ni lg menangis...

shuffle ke en. cat ???
hahaaa..

yg ni versi tua menua...
d0uble suffle....
eheh....mantap la kunun....

yg ni L0neRanger...
hahaa..sian...
mcm dance S0ry2 - super junior la..
yeah !!!




tp yg ni plak......

hurmmm...ape kes ???




(bkn manusia je yg tau cr publisiti....heheee..)

Have You Ever...


Have You Ever...

Have you ever cried at night,
Thinking it was bad,
Have you ever lost a love,
The only thing you ever had,
Have you ever screamed out loud,
From pain that you have felt,
Have you ever stopped and looked,
At pain that you have dealt,
Have you ever questioned someone,
Of love and if its true,
Have you ever really wondered,
If they truly feel for you,
Have you ever felt abused,
Or worried while you wait,
Have you ever made a big huge deal,
Over someone being late,
Have you ever had them leave,
And watched them walk away,
Have you ever thought of leaving,
But could only sit and stay,
Have you ever hurt someone,
And looked at what you’ve done,
Have you ever been the one that’s hurt,
And thought that you were the only one,
Have you ever loved another,
And never told them so,
Have you ever tried to tell them,
But didn’t know how it would go,
Have you ever been alone,
Where no one else could see,
So you sat at home remaining unknown,
having nowhere else to be.
I’ve felt this way before,
I’ve felt and dealt it all,
I’ve even lied,
I’ve even cried,
I’ve even felt the fall.
But nothing makes it better,
The Guilt or the Pain I feel,
I wish it all would go away,
I wish it wasn’t real,
But that is not the case,
And it could never be,




It took me too long to open up,
And took me way too long to see, I must;
Own up to mistakes I’ve made,
Get past the pains I’ve felt,
Wipe away the tears that are in my eyes,
And reflect on the tears I’ve dealt,
And Tell someone when I love them,
Before they go away,
And maybe if I word it right,
They just might want to stay.
-Dennis Mayer





i kind of l0ve dis p0em..so0 meaningful..the writer really great with words..
really touch my heart..already been in alm0st all th0se situati0n...
its just dat..i'm n0t even cried...i d0nt want 2 cried 4 dis stupid thing..its juz n0t w0rth it
and dats h0w life is...we've have 2 be in dis situati0n so0 dat we can appriciated every l0ve dat we have..
dis guy wh0 i really fell in l0ve...(never l0ve s0me0ne like dis bef0re even my ex..hurmm)
he gave me false h0pe...even until n0w he didnt say anything b0ut what actually happen..
but i believe he just trying 2 get over his ex..but then, he just with me whenever he n0t with her...
and n0w..he back again with her...
i c0uldnt believe he w0uld do dat 2 me...
even im hurt...i still l0ve him and i always will...
f0r n0w..dis kind of thing makes me d0nt want 2 believe in L0VE anym0re...
my m0m says 'its okay 2 be hurt..myb there's s0me0ne 0ut there dat s0meday happen 2 be with me..just 4 me..'
and 4 me, what imp0rtant in l0ve n0t just l0ve but RESPECT !!
respect others feeling !! respect their need !! juz respect !!
respect ur l0ve means dat u really l0ve ur l0ve one..





(sudden get back int0 em0 thing...adess..can't help it...the m0re u trying 2 f0rget there m0re u'll remember all th0se m0ment...hurmmm..need 2 try harder...)


~STUDY2!!!!!!!!~







Friday, November 6, 2009

ANTM Cycle 13..


dah episode 10 bru nk p0st psl latest antm nih...
heheee..
kali ni interesting sket...
n0 m0re skinny2 n lampai2 punye p0mpuan...
kali ni..skinny la jgk but katik2...
katik d0rg pn 5' 6' n 5' 7' (katik ke tuh... ?? omputih nye katik la.. )
destinasi kali ni hawaii...hawaii je??
da xde bajet k0t wat dekat2 jerk...huhuu
pastu yg judge jemputan plak tiap2 mggu laen..cmne la tuh...
pape pn enj0y jgk la yg nih...jgn pndang rendah ngn katik2...
katik pn hebat jgk ape ble amik gmbr....
huhuuu



one of my fav pic....brittany

my fav : nic0le


ni la final 14 tuk ANTM Cycle 13..
yg suci lg gmbr 2 la final 4...huhuuu
dgr2 tuk epis0de 11 nnt ade 2 org kne singgkir...
aduss..h0pely erin la...but yg s0rg lg 2 xm0 pk....
syg yg 3 org lg...d0rg best !!!
h0pely nic0le akan menang....heheee
fighting!!!




rasenye kn....

hurmmm...
its been a while since da last time i p0st smthing in dis bl0g...
xde ape nk cter pn...
kang merepek2 je....huhuuu
time2 exam nih...agak stress jgk la..
stress sbb tgk org len stdy...
wakakakaaa..


so far..
paper mcm ok...(mcm la...hakikat sbnr..ha, 2 yg kte x tau)
tp...h0pely sem ni akan membawa sinar yg baru dlm idup...(ececeh...)
walaupun carrymark gler d0wn but kne fighting2 lebih ar kt exam....aduss
pape pn...kne kejar balek pkcik dean nih!!!!
h0h sem lepas mmg wat h0t bt0l...(walaupun salah sndri..)
xpe...kejar balek...kejar !!

tggl 3 paper lg nih....
tp cm biase la....xde smangat dlm stdy awl2...
last minute jgk la yg dikejar...(manusia kn...mudah lalai..)
whatever it is...
gd luck 2 everyone....!!!



sejak dua menjak nie melayan bt0l 2 gr0up nih....




1st : DBSK...
xiah, micky, jaejoong, yunho n changmin





2nd : Super Junior !!!!
heheeee




lentok jgk la lagu d0rg....bile dance pn bley tahan....
thnks kpd internet yg sgt membantu dlm melalaikan diri si penaip ini kpd dua k0rean gr0up nih....huhuuu
k0rg try la lyn jgk....kalau x paham bahasa d0rg buat2 mcm paham je la....


(d0rg ni la jgk musuh dlm misi tuk stdy wat sem nih....uhuk!!)







Sunday, October 25, 2009

really2 sh0ck !!

why... ?
hurmmm...
didnt expected dis thing 2 happen dat night...
why must dat night...
dat night supp0sed 2 be my 'realease tenti0n' night...
but at the end..
on da way back, my friend g0t an excident...
thank G0d there's n0thing really serious...
i'm stunned there watching him laying d0wn with all th0se bl00d on him..
i cant even blinked my eyes..cant even speak..just stay silence..(really2 shock)
with all the pe0ple wh0 st0p by to checking out wat is happen n all my other friend...
the ambulance n FINALLY the p0lice..
the situati0n kind of c0nfusing to me...(because it suddenly cr0wded..)
the thing dat i can only do dat m0ment is just pray to G0d...
d0nt let anything happen 2 my friend c0z the exam is just around da c0rner...
myb dis is s0mething dat G0d want us all 2 be realise dat n0t all da thing dat we have d0ne is right....
eventhough we all gr0wn up n act like we can think by ourself wat da right thing 2 do...its really n0t all of it actually right...
f0r me..i'm just really regretted c0s dat the only night i'm g0ing out without my m0m permissi0n...
fr0m my experience...whenever i d0 s0mething without my m0m's permissi0n..there must be s0mething bad happen...
fr0m n0w 0n..i w0nt g0 s0mewhere at night with0ut letting my m0m kn0w..
what ever it is...i'm just h0pping da best f0r him...
f0r him 2 get well s00n n can take the exam...
f0r me als0 dat experience mentally sh0ck and n0w feeling really unwell...
h0pely we all can take the exam in g00d c0nditi0n...and d0 the best in the exam...
d0nt let anything effected us !!!
fighting !!



(didnt tell my m0m until n0w...huhuu
tak0t kne mrh)

carrymark oh carrymark....

menangis~
phew~

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

terkedu dan terpana....

sape x sedih kan...
tp nk wat cmne...

mmg pahit kalau kte tahu dr mulut org lain...
lbh2 lg dari kwn sendiri...
sahih atau tidak masakan p0kok akan berg0yang melainkan ade yg menggerakkannya...
ingat senang ke nk wat mcm xde pape...
org lain kte b0ley la tipu..
perasaan sndiri kte xleh tipu...
tp sampai bila..
xpela...biar la simpan dlm hati...
sampai bila kte nk sentiasa berharap...
penantian 2 sgt menyiksakan lebih2 lagi klau apa yang diharapkan langsung x menjadi kenyataan..
mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua ni...
what g0es ar0und c0me ar0und..
d0a org teraniaya insyaAllah akan makbul..

sedih sgt sebenarnye..tp tuhan je la tahu..
biar org ingat kte happy..
act like there's n0thing happen but da fact is hati ni da berkecai..
ssh tuk terima sesiapa skrg nih...
teruk sgt ke smpai org bley wat cmni..
paling teruk bila kt clas cm janggal sgt nk jmpe or even terserempak...
hurmm..nasib badan...
trying hard..really2 hard utk lupa kan semuanya...
try utk jd hati batu balik...
kenape ek..???
kenape2!!!! kenape...!!!!!!


p/s:

rapat x semestinya bersama....
bercinta x semestinya bersatu...

Friday, September 18, 2009

HaPpY EiD MuBaRak!!!



nak raye dah...
da nk balek...huhuuu
seminggu tanpa internet??b0ley tahan ker???
insyaAllah..
hohoo00..da dwnld byk cter.....
selamat hari raya utk semua...
maaf zahir & batin


i'm n0w 21!!!!




bestnye klau dapat mcm ni.......
sedapnyee...!!!!!

soo00 sweet~~






camni la bile haiwan sayangkan anak....huuuu..mcm mana pula dgn manusia...masih adakah yang begini..bukan bermaksud nak sama kn manusia dgn haiwan..tapi...entah la...ada lg ke hubungan yang serapat ini....fikir2 kan...sgt touching ble tgk gmbr2 nih....
(diperoleh daripada sebuah bl0g..thanks sbb upl0ad gmbr2 cmni...)

Saturday, September 12, 2009

hurmmm...

asgmnt masih x gerak....
hahaaa...puasa sgt mengajar kte erti kesabaran...
jd jgn terburu2 utk wat asgmnt....ngeh3..

knape sume org excited sgt nk balek raye nih???
rilex la...
lme lg nk raye pn...
dh tua2 ni da x excited da nk raye..(walaupun semangat nk c0llect duit raye membara2 di dalam jiwa!!!)

puasa kali ni paling best...
xde pape mslh cm yg sblm2 nih..
tp cuma x bley nk mkn byk la time sahur...
(pengajaran drpd puasa lepas...andai anda syg kn puasa anda jgn mkn byk2 time sahur..hahaa)
ckup la sekadar minum n mkn biskut 2,3 keping jerk...(klau mak tau mst kne bebel..ngeh3)

tp kn...(berbalik pd asgmnt..)
cmne la nk wat asgmnt dgn internet yg sgt sl0w ni kn...
maklumla...bkn terg0l0ng dlm manusia yg sygkn library smpai pnjm bku berlambak2..
hahahaaa...
soo00 kte gunakn kemudahan internet se adanya la...

mrepek byk pn x guna...
pape pn enj0y jln2 smlm walaupun bulan2 p0se kn..
walaupun lembik tp ble brgambar sume segar2..hahaaa
nk smbung melatih kesabaran dlm mencari maklumat ....(ayat bajet baek)

huhuuu....slamat berpuasa
dan selamat ari raye!

Monday, September 7, 2009

time is running 0ut....huhuuu

5 asgmnt 2 be submitted in 2 weeks..!!!???
hoho00...giler2...
anyway, jz be c00l..
enj0y h0liday...sleep...sleep n sleep...ngeh3
jgn bazirkan cuti dgn m' bz kan diri wat asgmnt....hahaaa...
s0k da start kuliah...so0 mlm ni kne prepare mental tuk start wat asgmnt es0k!!

ni sume fb punye pasal la...hahaaa
addicted!!!!
tp rasenye aku xde la buat ape pn ngn fb nih...g0dek2 jerk...

raye da nk dekat....(xde beza pn raye or xraye)
smpat ke nk jahit bju balek nnt nih..
huhuuu...struggle ngn idup je 3,4 mggu kehadapan nih...

pape pn...
da dpt wat um streaming tuh...
bley ar tgk jejak rasul puasa2 nih....heheheee

target duit raye dis year...ermm...let say ar0und rm200 ker...
ni kumpul sndri ae....singgit2 lme2 jd sratus hengget...hehee
sume 2 membutuhkan kesabaran jerk...
insyaAllah dpt...
rasenye duit raye mkin membesar dgn umur....(xmungkin mmbesar ngn badan kn??)
hahaa...

ermmm..smbung wat asgmnt balek...sbb rse cm da lme je xtulis dlm bl0g nih....xde pape yg menarik k0t...
(h0pely wat asgmnt la kn...hahaaa)

Saturday, August 29, 2009

what do u think???






jmpe kt mne tah gmbr ni aritu....
lupe plak...
tgk je la....
ade yg nmpk cm semulajadi...ade yg mcm saje dibuat...
tp papepun...nice view...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

selepas kau pergi....

Selepas kau pergi,
tinggallah disini kusendiri
Ku merasakan sesuatu,
yang t’lah hilang di dalam hidupku

Dalam lubuk hatimu,
ku yakin kau pun sebenarnya tak
inginkan lepas dariku,
tahukah kau kini ku terluka

[Reff]
Bantu aku, membencimu,
ku terlalu, mencintaimu,
dirimu begitu,
berarti untukku..

Kau telah mencinta,
dan dicintai kekasihmu,
ini tak adil bagiku,
hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa

Lupakan ku, dalam tidurmu,
yang pernah, mencintaimu
kau memang tercipta
bukanlah untukku

video


(agak sl0w lagu nih....tp nice lirik..)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

It's just l0ve...what w0uld u expect..it's n0thing!


I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life seems complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair

Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said "I'm sorry but i have to let you go"
it's just hurt kn0wing he with s0meone she kn0w
and seems she have nothing c0mpare to her!
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slide down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
L0sing someone that she loved


At clas it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
Good bye my lover...

But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hye there?"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last

"And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me..."




Friday, August 21, 2009

cute sgt....!!! (^_^)


aritu g0dek2 paper on9 jmpe satu berita nih...
psl tupai yg tetibe interframe mse couple 2 tgh amik gmbr...
soo000...cute!!
d0rg gne self timer k0t kn....
so mesti la camera 2 ade bunyi..tit..tit..tit...(cm 2 k0t bunyi nye)
pastu tupai ni pn excited agaknye dgr bunyi 2 then tetibe interframe kt dpn kamera...
bt0l2 mse gmbr 2 nk captured...so0 terpampang la muka tupai 2 kt gmbr d0rg..
alkisahnya lah....
but what ever it is...hasilnya adalah superb...
sgt cantek mcm tupai 2 mmg amik gmbr ngn d0rg walaupun cm secara x sengaja je kn...
huhuuu...
cute picture....xsemua org bley dpt peluang ade gmbr cm nih..
yeah!!!

r.a.m.a.d.h.a.n.....

HARAPAN RAMADHAN

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan

Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna

Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula

Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintahNya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu membelenggu diri
Tiada henti-henti

Tak ingin ku biarkan Ramadhan berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang lemah
Mengharungi segalanya dengan sabar
Kita memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan diterima amalan

Selangkah demi selangkah...
Dengan rahmatMu oh Tuhanku...
Ku tempuh jua

-raihan ft man bai-


ku mengharapkan ramadhan kali ini dapat ku lalui dgn sempurna...
dgn penuh keikhlasan....
dgn penuh keimanan, tekun dan penuh keinsafan...
masa yg pantas berlalu membuat ku akan cuba utk tidak mensia2 kan segala waktu yg ada dgn perkara yg tidak sepatutnya dilakukan oleh seorang insan yg bergelar bakal pendidik....
sem0ga dapat ku singkirkan segala nafsu yang ada dalam diri....
sem0ga Yg Esa menjadikan aku seorang yg lebih sabar menempuh hidup...menjadi lebih rasional..
supaya ku dapat berubah menjadi seorang manusia yang lebih baik....
sem0ga kemuliaan ramadhan menjadikan ku seorang insan yang lebih layak digelar insan dan bukan hanya insan pada jasad..
Ya Allah berikan lah aku kekuatan...pimpinlah aku ke jalan yang Kau redhai....Kau terimalah taubat ku ....terimalah doaku Ya Allah...Kau terimalah semua amalanku....
sesungguhnya ku hanya manusia yang lemah serta banyak kekurangan...
Ya Allah..Kau lindungilah keluargaku...sahabat2 ku....teman2 karib ku...semua yg berada di sekeliling ku....Kau lindungi lah daku dan mereka daripada perkara2 yang buruk...perkara2 yang boleh menghitamkan hati kami.....
sem0ga ramadhan kali ini membawa suatu sinar baru dlm hidupku.....
sem0ga ramadhan kali ini memberikan keberkatan, kerahmatan dan kebahagiaan kepadaku, keluargaku dan semua yg berada disekelilingku...
amin....

K.A.W.A.N.....F.R.I.E.N.D

Friends are great
They're always there for you,
They never hate.
Friends are trust worthy.

Friends are like cement never leaving,
Friends are the light in the darkness.
They never stop believing.
Friends have ups and they have downs,

Friends forgive, forget, and forever stand.
They always help you,
No matter what may be at hand.
Friends live forever in your eyes.
Standing strong by your side,
But most of all friends never say goodbye.


But t0day... i realise s0mething...
'friendship' is when u need help.....(u here refer 2 ur friend)
myb i'm jz being 2 g00d so far...

am i being selfish????

they taught me h0w 2 be that kind of pers0n...
'they always be there 4 u' ....i d0n't find it in my friendship.
s0ry gurls...friend will n0t always be there 4 u when u r in trouble.
i kn0w dat im n0t s0me0ne wh0 can give full c0mmitment except class.

aku xleh jd ko...ko xleh jd aku...
sume bnde xleh dipaksa dan keikhlasan perlu ada bila kita melakukan sesuatu perkara...
everyone have their own commitment and d0n't think dat ur c0mmitment in s0mething is such a BIG THING and others r n0thing..!!
win win situati0n kne ade...ya mmg i'm being sellfish like u gurls..
so what?? everyone have their right 2 do wat ever they feel like they want 2 do...
jgn ingat k0rg je yg ade keje penting, hal penting n sume2 lg yg penting n i have none of dat?
keje penting 2 hanya yg melibatkn persatuan ke, uni, rexco je ke?
aku mmg xlayak nk libatkn diri dlm sume 2 sbb mmg aku xleh bg k0mitmen.
aku mmg jns xleh campur adukkan study n keje2 kebajikan, keje2 sosial...sbb itu bukan aku.

ape yg penting..org t0l0ng kte, kte kne tl0ng org 2 balek...
tp ble 0rg 2 xde time kte perlu sgt???
pk la sendiri...
pape p0wn i l0ve u gurls....c0z k0rg la kwn2 aku...
'friend forgive, forget n forever stand' even kdng2 sgt terasa kn..nk wat cmne....f0rgive n f0rget..h0h
s0metimes we have 2 understand others n dont jz judge them without kn0wing waht their pr0b..
semua org x same....ade kelebihan dan kelemahan masing2...

(hanya sekadar luahan perasaan...selebihnya simpan dalam hati, makan hati n hati2 bila nk t0l0ng org....mmg aku bkn org yg baek n sesungguhnya k0rg bukan lah yg terbaek utk pk k0rg adalah sgt baek..)

ckp byk pn xguna..bnde ni sensitif....so, sekian...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I'M HURT.................


s.a.d........
h.u.r.m.m.......

ketawa lah lagi~

ketawa mungkin terapi yang terbaek utk hilangkan stress n it can built up ur abd0men muscle 2...
akan tetapi...ianya juga ada keburukannya....

1. b0leh buat kte leka....
2. terus leka....
3. sgt leka...
4. baek tgk vide0 lenka - the sh0w lg baek dr byk ktawa..

hahaaaa...
3,4 ari ni rse stress smacam jerk...
xtau knape...
bru sedar asgmnt dh menimbun k0t...
thnks 2 s0me0ne wh0 gave me th0se EHB vide0..
really enj0yed it...(err..sgt k0t...)
smpai lupa bnde len....huhuuu
smpai xleh td0 leka sgt tgk gamesh0w nih....
trguling2 ktawa...
hahaa....

tp bgus jgk k0t...
drpd duk diam lyn prasaan yg x mmbawa pape faedah baek buang mase tuk ktawa....
huhuuu..

Sunday, August 16, 2009

ape mls2 nih.........

errr... sape ley jelaskan situasi skrg nih???
kemalasan yg semakin menjadi2...
hurmm...ntah la ek....
adekah disebabkan cuaca?? xde kne mngena...
disebabkan h0rm0n?? xtau ape kejadah psl tuh..
fakt0r pemakanan..?? agak mempengaruhi...otak cm lembap sket je skrg....hahaa
haa...fakt0r internet?? skrg dwnld menjadi suatu h0bi..
hahahaa no w0nder la jd mls kn...
agt memerlukan sesuatu utk timbulkan balek minat n keikhlasan tuk wat asgmnt...huhuuu
sem ni kne struggle pulun habes naekkn balek p0inter!!!!!!!!!!!
(slps kenangan plng buruk sem lepas!!!!!!!! urgh!!! sgt ngeri....)
b0leh ker....insyaAllah b0leh!!



tp skrg ni tgh ujan lak....sedap smbung td0 balek nih...
zzZZzz.......
ngeh3....

Friday, August 14, 2009

Friendship vs L.O.V.E



True love is falling in love with your best friend, and only then, will you find the meaning of happiness.

Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.

Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.

A girl love this b0y
but the b0y didn't mind....
One day the girl got sick
and was about to die...
Then the b0y asked,
"Why are you leaving me?"
then the girl answered,
"so I can be your angel
and love you forever."

A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe just too late or maybe, just maybe ...forever...or maybe that girl really feel that she just being the one wh0 fill the b0y emptiness while the b0y waiting his ex to be his again...(that's to bad..)

How Can You Be Friends
With Someone If Everytime
You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

(s0me says b0ys and girls can't be bestfriends.....is it??)

Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be???

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Happy,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things That Ever Happen If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend,
I Have To Remember Now...
That You're Just A Friend...

True love is when you have to let your 'friend' leave and to knowing that you might never see or be with him again. But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever...really forever...

As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times
you hurt me and made me cry. . .(without you kn0wing that happen...)
Hoping and wishing
it would make me like you less...(if i can...)
But it didn't..!!! Because all the times
I could remember.....
when you showed me that you cared. . .(alm0st at the time i w0n't expected that to happen..)
I didn't want to believe that
you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me...(it's rarely since u have your girl back...miss that time)
You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me,
and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting...really hurt..
Deep down it hurts to be with you
because I love you and you are only a friend...(you assume me as just your friend...hurt to kn0w that...)

How can you be friends with someone when everytime you see them you want them even more?!!!!

What ever it is . . . it's hurt but I'm thankfull that i can at least be you friend . . .

There are no such things as strangers, only friends we haven't met yet.

You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can by trying to get other people interested in you.

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship, never. . .!!

However rare true love may be, it is less so than true friendship.

Between men and women there is no friendship possible....
(b0ys and girls can't be bestfriend)
There is passion, enmity, worship, love, but no friendship.

Love demands infinitely less than friendship.

Friendship is the perfection of love, and superior to love; it is love ...

Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes.

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway.

A friend loves at all times.

Friendship is Love without his wings!!!

Friends show their love in times of trouble...(that the true friends would act...)

Life is to be fortified by many friendships. To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.

There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship - you always feel loved and cared about...
(really h0ping that i have that kind of friendship...)

The love of my life is the love between friends.

No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever.

Material things can't make the soul whole. The only the love, trust, and loyalty of friends can do that.

Really miss my friend!!! (i'm h0pe they think ab0ut me to0...)
L0VE my GUrlzS!!!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

b0ik0t2...sume pn nk b0ik0t...

tiada penentangan drpd sesetengah pihak bermakne xkn ade penambahbaikan mahupun kesedaran yg timbul utk pihak yg satu lg..namun penentangan yg dilakukan haruslah bersandarkan kpd l0gik akal fikiran dan bukan hanya prejudis semata2.klau setakat k0nsert xsmpai satu pdng upsi nk risau psl maksiat...pk ar sndri.padahal xde k0nsert blambak jgk yg nek mt0r laki pmpn..xde org kesah pn.pak guard lak lbh mementingkan kad mtrk drpd yg berb0nceng lelaki dan pmpn..date dpn pintu kedai..date kt tepi parit mlm2..xde pulak org kesah ye...lumrah la...klau dh fahaman itu sendiri berbeza apa yg dilakukan mst akan mengundang ketidakpuasan hati sebelah pihak.

kemenangan m0ral yg ditegakkan mmg la s0und cm hebat jerk...tp len kali klau nk b0ik0t, b0ik0t je la tr0s...baru org tabik...
(tetapkan pendirian anda....)
same la cm b0ik0t mcD ker...kfc ker...sebulan dua ikut la...pastu xde nye...sape ley tahan...haha
pape pn klau nk buat pape mst la munasabah dr segala segi..
byk yg perlu difikirkan bukan fikiran 2 sndiri disempitkan...
mentalitili sesetengah pihak perlu di provokkan utk mereka memikirkan bukan hanya utk kepentingan sendiri....

x salah ape yg dibuat....xsalah juga ape yg xjd dibuat...
hahaaa
byk pihak dan perkara perlu difikirkan...
pape pn...fikirkan secara positif....jgn hendak menghukum terlalu cepat...fikirlah dahulu..
setiap org b0ley berfikiran logik...
(xkn nk seksi kt 'k0nsert' universiti pendidikan yg besar tmptnye nih)


(ini hanyalah pandangan yg mencuba utk tidak berpihak kpd sebelah pihak...
tp....entah la..manusia kn.....)

Saturday, August 8, 2009

en0ugh!!!


ckup dgn sume bnde2 em0 nih...
sume 2 duniawi!!!

FOKUS!!!!!

(errr..nk f0kus ape....)

skrg muhasabah diri.....
teliti baek buruk peribadi diri sendiri dlu sblm pk layak ngn sesape...
terima kenyataan n biarkan mereka2 bahagia dgn psngn2 mereka...sm0ga j0d0h mereka x panjang!!!
errrr..soo000 what?
xkesah la...p0inter lg penting dr sume bnde nih
ape yg lg penting??? kne diet c0z sgt chubby skrg!!!!!
wakakaaa


(buat ape disebalik pintu??? sk0deng m0nyet la mse cuti part time j0b jaga pk0k cempedak!! hahaaa)

rindu pendek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


rindu gler kt pendek nih.....
huhuuuu...
h0pely die x gatal sgt ngn betina lain kt umh
nakal gler dh skrg
cehh..
cm bajet market sgt agaknye...

Dipetik drpd sebuah bl0g

Kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita tidur ?
Kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita menangis ?
Kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita membayangkan sesuatu ?
Hal hal yang terindah di dunia ini biasanya tidak terlihat

Ada hal hal yang tidak ingin kita lepaskan
dan ada orang orang yang tidak ingin kita tinggalkan
Tapi ingatlah, melepaskan bukan berarti akhir dari dunia
melainkan awal dari kehidupan yang baru

Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang menangis
Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang telah tersakiti
Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang telah mencari dan telah mencoba

Karena merekalah yang bisa menghargai
Betapa pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka

Cinta adalah ketika kamu menitikkan air mata, tetapi masih peduli terhadapnya
Cinta adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu, kamu masih menunggunya dengan setia
Cinta adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain dan kamu masih bisa tersenyum sambil berkata , " Aku turut berbahagia untukmu "

Apabila cintamu tidak berhasil, bebaskanlah dirimu
Biarkanlah hatimu kembali melebarkan sayapnya dan terbang ke alam bebas lagi
Ingatlah, kamu mungkin menemukan cinta dan kehilangannya..
Tetapi saat cinta itu dimatikan, kamu tidak perlu mati bersamanya..

Orang yang terkuat bukanlah orang yang selalu menang dalam segala hal
Tetapi mereka yang tetap tegar ketika mereka jatuh
Entah bagaimana, dalam perjalanan kehidupanmu,
Kamu akan belajar tentang dirimu sendiri dan suatu saat kamu akan menyadari
Bahwa penyesalan tidak seharusnya ada di dalam hidupmu
Hanyalah penghargaan abadi atas pilihan pilihan kehidupan yang telah kau buat
Yang seharusnya ada di dalam hidupmu

Sahabat sejati akan mengerti ketika kamu berkata, " Aku lupa "
Sahabat sejati akan tetap setia menunggu ketika kamu berkata, " Tunggu sebentar "
Sahabat sejati hatinya akan tetap tinggal, terikat kepadamu ketika kamu berkata, " Tinggalkan aku sendiri "

Saat kamu berkata untuk meninggalkannya,
Mungkin dia akan pergi meninggalkanmu sesaat,
Memberimu waktu untuk menenangkan dirimu sendiri,
Tetapi pada saat saat itu, hatinya tidak akan pernah meninggalkanmu
Dan sewaktu dia jauh darimu, dia akan selalu mendoakanmu dengan air mata

Lebih berbahaya mencucurkan air mata di dalam hati
daripada air mata yang keluar dari mata kita
Air mata yang keluar dari mata kita dapat dihapus,
Sementara air mata yang tersembunyi,
Akan menggoreskan luka di dalam hatimu
yang bekasnya tidak akan pernah hilang

Walaupun dalam urusan cinta, kita sangat jarang menang,
Tetapi ketika cinta itu tulus...
meskipun mungkin kelihatannya kamu kalah,
Tetapi sebenarnya kamu menang karena kamu dapat berbahagia
sewaktu kamu dapat mencintai seseorang
Lebih dari kamu mencintai diri kamu sendiri...

Akan tiba saatnya dimana kamu harus berhenti mencintai seseorang
Bukan karena orang itu berhenti mencintai kita
Atau karena ia tidak mempedulikan kita
Melainkan saat kita menyadari bahwa orang itu
Akan lebih berbahagia apabila kita melepasnya
Tetapi apabila kamu benar benar mencintai seseorang,
Jangan dengan mudah kita melepaskannya
Berjuanglah demi cintamu... Fight for your dream !
Itulah cinta yang sejati..
Bukannya seperti prinsip " Easy come.. Easy go... "

Lebih baik menunggu orang yang benar benar kamu inginkan
Daripada berjalan bersama orang " yang tersedia "
Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamu cintai
Daripada orang yang berada di " sekelilingmu "

Lebih baik menunggu orang yang tepat
Karena hidup ini terlalu berharga dan terlalu singkat
Untuk dibuang dengan hanya " seseorang "
Atau untuk dibuang dengan orang yang tidak tepat

Kadang kala, orang yang kamu cintai adalah orang yang paling menyakiti hatimu
Dan kadang kala teman yang membawamu di dalam pelukannya
Dan menangis bersamamu adalah cinta yang tidak kamu sadari

Ucapan yang keluar dari mulut seseorang
Dapat membangun orang lain, tetapi dapat juga menjatuhkannya
Bila bukan diucapkan pada orang, waktu, dan tempat yang benar
Ini jelas bukan sesuatu yang bijaksana

Ucapan yang keluar dari mulut seseorang
Dapat berupa kebenaran ataupun kebohongan untuk menutupi isi hati
Kita dapat mengatakan apa saja dengan mulut kita
Tetapi isi hati kita yang sebenarnya tidak akan dapat dipungkiri

Apabila kamu hendak mengatakan sesuatu..
Tataplah matamu di cermin dan lihatlah kepada matamu
Dari situ akan terpancar seluruh isi hatimu
Dan kebenaran akan dapat dilihat dari sana

H1N1!!!!!!!!!!


kne kuarantin jgk akhirnya....
soo00...sume kne la balek umh....
yg x best cuti mid sem diawalkan soo00 x dpt la nk mula puasa kt kg.....
yg tahan...everyone bec0me so excited b0ut dis quarantine thing..but when they realise h0w bad quarantine is....huhuuu...bru nk glabah la...


m0ral : kte x ley amik mudah tentang sume perkara


soo00..da suh balek, balek je la kn...
klau nk diikutkan hati cuti mid sem mmg xm0 balek..
abeh da kne kuarantin..mak pn suh balek...
riri duk ngn sape???? (ikan ku sayang....)
errr....jasa baek turn riri dpt duk kayangan tngkat 9 khar nu...fuh mst sej0k!!!
hahaaaa..so far riri dlm keadaan yg baek...

THANKS A L0T TURN!!!!!

kt umh watpe??
jd suri rumah la..hahaaa
masak...mkn...tgk tv....jahit baju raye...errr..bju raye???? hehee
nnt x smpat dh nk jahit...
asgmnt??? x layan lngsung....hahahaaa
yg penting jmpe pendek!!! (slain family la...)


xbley duk umh lme2...
xsenang dduk..huhuuu
soo00..cm biase balek la sblm keadaan sesak...
dgr kate hrga tket nk naek...
x pulak ek...
bgus jgk...jimat duit....huhuuu





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