Have You Ever...

Have You Ever...

Have you ever cried at night,
Thinking it was bad,
Have you ever lost a love,
The only thing you ever had,
Have you ever screamed out loud,
From pain that you have felt,
Have you ever stopped and looked,
At pain that you have dealt,
Have you ever questioned someone,
Of love and if its true,
Have you ever really wondered,
If they truly feel for you,

Have you ever felt abused,
Or worried while you wait,
Have you ever made a big huge deal,
Over someone being late,
Have you ever had them leave,
And watched them walk away,
Have you ever thought of leaving,
But could only sit and stay,

Have you ever hurt someone,

And looked at what you’ve done,

Have you ever been the one that’s hurt,

And thought that you were the only one,

Have you ever loved another,

And never told them so,

Have you ever tried to tell them,

But didn’t know how it would go,

Have you ever been alone,

Where no one else could see,

So you sat at home remaining unknown,

having nowhere else to be.

I’ve felt this way before,

I’ve felt and dealt it all,

I’ve even lied,

I’ve even cried,

I’ve even felt the fall.

But nothing makes it better,

The Guilt or the Pain I feel,

I wish it all would go away,

I wish it wasn’t real,

But that is not the case,

And it could never be,

It took me too long to open up,

And took me way too long to see, I must;

Own up to mistakes I’ve made,

Get past the pains I’ve felt,

Wipe away the tears that are in my eyes,

And reflect on the tears I’ve dealt,

And Tell someone when I love them,

Before they go away,

And maybe if I word it right,

They just might want to stay.

-Dennis Mayer

i kind of l0ve dis p0em..so0 meaningful..the writer really great with words..

really touch my heart..already been in alm0st all th0se situati0n...

its just dat..i'm n0t even cried...i d0nt want 2 cried 4 dis stupid thing..its juz n0t w0rth it

and dats h0w life is...we've have 2 be in dis situati0n so0 dat we can appriciated every l0ve dat we have..

dis guy wh0 i really fell in l0ve...(never l0ve s0me0ne like dis bef0re even my ex..hurmm)

he gave me false h0pe...even until n0w he didnt say anything b0ut what actually happen..

but i believe he just trying 2 get over his ex..but then, he just with me whenever he n0t with her...

and n0w..he back again with her...

i c0uldnt believe he w0uld do dat 2 me...

even im hurt...i still l0ve him and i always will...

f0r n0w..dis kind of thing makes me d0nt want 2 believe in L0VE anym0re...

my m0m says 'its okay 2 be hurt..myb there's s0me0ne 0ut there dat s0meday happen 2 be with me..just 4 me..'

and 4 me, what imp0rtant in l0ve n0t just l0ve but RESPECT !!

respect others feeling !! respect their need !! juz respect !!

respect ur l0ve means dat u really l0ve ur l0ve one..

(sudden get back int0 em0 thing...adess..can't help it...the m0re u trying 2 f0rget there m0re u'll remember all th0se m0ment...hurmmm..need 2 try harder...)

~STUDY2!!!!!!!!~