i'm n0t feeling well.....

having bad feeling and bad em0tion plus bad c0nditi0n....
urghh!!!!!!!! my b0dy react 2 dat till i can't even get up.....
huhuuuu...miss him s0 much..........
feel soo000 l0nely....
juz can't say it by w0rd....h0w am i g0nna stdy like dis.....

ermmm...f0rget b0ut it kejap....kejap je....
f0r da last 2 days im actually at ina's kamp0ng which is in Sabak Bernam if im n0t mistaken...
ermmm..ok la...i like kamp0ng envir0ment..(its n0t da same like my kamp0ng yg dah a bit m0den....jalan da besar....i think my h0use r the 1 of 3 or 5 rumah kayu yg tinggal-umah buruk je)
wat i really l0ve is...heheee..mkn free la....(i eat a l0t.....ngeeeeeee)
i can watch nenek making the kerepek....my nenek also make kerepek..but n0t f0r bussiness c0s she d0n't even g0t the chance 2 d0 dat....heheee...the kerepek abes dimakan cucunya....wakakakaaa...p00r nenek.
there's sawah....beautiful view...rugi x dapat turun...hahaaa...(r0sak sawah 0rg nnt)
and when we get back...nenek gave us kerepek..a l0t...ngeeeeeeeeeeee

and n0w im stuck in my r00m...can't d0 anything besides typing dis bl0g....huhuuuu
headache.....(myb think b0ut him 2 much....what am i expecting fr0m him....urgh...he d0n't even want me i think..huhuuu...but m0st imp0rtant is im happy when i with him...)
m0m...i call u as s00n as i t0pup..heheee..cter sume.
myb i jz demam....panas 1 badan...huhuuuu..
xske2
myb en0ugh f0r n0w...have 2 c0ntinue lay d0wn n ape lg...sleeping la...
daa~



p/s : m0m i miss u 2...heheheee

soo000...s0ry...

what p00r n br0ken english i am.....
heheheeeee..
can't help it...
its me.....
u guys i'm w0rried ab0ut....
g00d 4 u if u understand what am been saying...hahahahaaa


(try ur best 2 understand me!!! ngeeeeeeeeeee)

what type of m0vie did u like....

ermmm..0bvi0usly im s0 passi0nate b0ut harry p0tter....heheheeee
d0n't wanna talk b0ut 0ther film...
it bec0me m0re excited n0w....
the film n the drama (l0ve2 la kn..) that direct0r put int0 the film....
whta ever it is i really l0ve the acti0n n als0 the envir0ment that the direct0r created 2 make harry potter different fr0m other film....whats make it different???
of course la hogwarts....and all the magic...it seems real....heheheee..
1 thing i hate..why g0verment pe0ple always seems sucks...i mean fudge...he d0n't have his 0wn attitude n easy being twisted n using his p0wer n attitude 2 d0 s0mething n0t right by fear...
1st m0vie... Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's St0ne....its quite funny actually if we watch the m0vie again c0z we can see harry and his friend still y0ung...heheee (c0mel gler...)
imagine n0w h0w the been gr0wing up s0 fast...(ada cinta2 lg....muka pn da lain...)
chamber of secrect seems a bit b0ring 4 me....
i d0nt kn0w why but i like the 3rd which is Harry Potter : The Prisoner of Azkaban
the 4th kind a sad.....(hands0me cedric g0t killed by 'you kn0w wh0')
but...all time fav0rite s0 far must be The Order of The Phoenix...heheee...
new pe0ple..new character..new magic...new insane n cruel ever teacher (fatty pr0f D0l0res..urgh!! hate her)
why d0 i like 4th m0vie of harry p0tter???
THEIR MISSION....
heheheeee
funny!!!!
but unf0rtunately....Sirius Black dead...been killd by his 0wn c0usin (stupid Bellatrix!!!!!!!)
pe0ple wh0 watch it fr0m the 1st m0vie w0uld understand me...ngeeeeeeeeeeee
wacthing them gr0wing up fr0m 1st till n0w kind a funny..heheee
h0pe 2 see m0re....
really h0ping next m0vie w0uld be much2 acti0n n m0st imp0rtant less l0ve...

l0nd0n r out...

l0nd0n 0ut n 6 m0re 2 g0 in the running t0wards bec0me ANTM....
s0ry syg...u r jz 2 'huge' 4 a m0del.....(there r l00king 4 skinny2 0nly)
heheheee
next week l0cati0n in Brazil!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!
really h0ping either aminat been kick 0ut next week....hahahaaa...she deserve it.
with 'mul0t l0ngkang' dat she hv.....dat attitude...
daaa~
gurlz u need 2 blah!!

really bec0me a big fan 0f antm since cycle 1...
huhuuu....h0pely dis cycle winner really deserve the title...cycle 11 r such a big mistake!!!!
analeigh sh0uld win!!!with dat l00k n style n als0 dat expressi0n i d0nt kn0w h0w mckey g0nna be a talk m0del.hahahaaa...catwalk layak ar...(ayat x puas ati)

only pe0ple wh0 watch it w0uld understand my feeling of keciwaness nih....huhuuuu

t0days paper.....urgh!!!!!!

n0 k0men~~~

xsuke2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n0 need 2 elab0rate m0re.

next bl0g!!!

talking b0ut PEMIKIRAN and so 0n....

i w0nder where my n0te ya....hurmm....always disappeared...(ingat die chipsm0re agaknye....)

urgh!!!!!.....
pr0v0katif 0perasi tu......PO...PO...where r u...............????!!!!!!!!!

wat 2 doooooooooo000000000!!!!!!!!!

next time i think i need 2 l0ck up all my stuf la....hurmm...ske maen s0r0k2....
s0me0ne help me!!!

m0ral of da st0ry : jgn sepahkan brg!!!




p/s: next bl0g plz.....kind a b0ring~~

think critically, creative or think n0thing....

why d0 we have 2 think n pr0v0ke ur mind.....hurmmm...ape lg....2 'meet the target' la...(en. atm0s et al)..heheheeeeeee

l0ve pemikiran since it supprisingly me b0ut h0w much ur mind can d0...its n0t jz think wat 2 eat..when 2 sleep..hahaaa...n the m0st imp0rtant is ur EQ (em0ti0nal intelligence) als0 have the imp0rttant r0le in effected h0w ur IQ can w0rk 0ut..(errr....what am i talking ab0ut....??) hurmmm...wat ever it is...(ermmm..l00k d0wn (>_<) )

G0leman says....

".... pe0ple with high IQ fl0under and th0se of m0derate IQ d0 supprisingly well.....lack of em0ti0nal intelligence can sab0tage the intellect and ruin careers..."

(kejayaan diri juga perlulah juga diimbangi dengan aspek em0si...)


why am i suddenly typing dis quote by G0leman???

h0w bz we are....h0w 'keras ati' we are.....n m0st imp0rtantly h0w c0mmit we are 2 w0rk or 2 wat we aim to achive.....we cant leave em0ti0nal need behind...actually i jz realise h0w imp0rtant EQ dat can really effect us in life.

G0leman says...

"...individu yg ber IQ tinggi didapati lebih gagal dalam hidup, jika dibandingkan dengan individu yg ber IQ sederhana tetapi realistik, yang mana ternyata mampu menjalani hidup dengan lebih berjaya..."

se0rang yg mempunyai IQ yg tinggi tidak semestinya mempunyai EQ yg baik. IQ tidak dapat mempengaruhi em0si seseorang namun em0si dapat mengawal IQ sese0rang...(dats wat happen 2 me n0w....cant f0cus!!!!!!!! hahahaaaa....em0ti0nal effected me badly....like my friend says..."daydreaming")

0kies....need 2 c0ntinue study jap...mrepek x habes...

after da start..

l0ve life?????

naaa.....n0t exciting at all...(being lie a bit : there's a part of exciting actually...hahahaaa)

but kind a weird la....a sec0nd we seems like eheheeee...(malu nk ckp) and obviously la im so happy kn but then ermmmm...pretending like n0thing happen....ayaa....very sad ar....i dont why he d0ing dat...ermmm....am i d0ne s0mething wr0ng???

i d0nt think sooo000....but why ek....bz study la k0t...hahahaaaa...h0pely la kn....whatever it is...im jz h0pping 4 da best to happen...ngeeeeeeeeee

(errr....getting b0red...next bl0g plz..!!)

f0r da start....

im soo0000 dissapp0inted with t0days paper...urgh!!!!!! sucks!!!!!!!!! but im hopping 4 luck 2 c0ver up all my lazyness in preparing 4 dat paper....hahahaaaa...alt0ugh it my fault...u w0uld admit if urself do a mistake!!! hahahaaa....wat ever it is....da p0int im created dis bl0g is n0thing...heheheee..s0ry 4 my english...0nly genius like me w0uld understand it...ngeeeeeeeeeeeee.h0pe 2m0rr0w were different n better.....need 2 study nih...hehehee.d0nt study hard c0z its jz wasting ur time...study smart n td0 lebih 4 ur energy n chubbyness....yeah!!!!!!!!!