cuti2...

arini balek umh...huhuuuu...

ngant0k lagi nih...

tp xpela..nnt td0 lg kt dlm bas...

mcm xcaye je exam da abes..lg xcaye sem ni dah abes...

rase cm baru smlm je dtg sini tuk sem baru....

huuhuuu...

cuti2..walaupun kejap je...cuti jgk kn...

exam sem ni ??

ok sket la k0t dr sem lepas....h0pely result akan jd semakin baik...

cukup la 1 sem ni menyesal akibat sem lepas..huhuuu

lame la penaip x p0st bl0g...sem dpn la start balek...

tu pn kalau internet ok...hahaaa

cuti ni byk bnde nk kne capai...

mental n fizikal...lebih2 lg nk mnghadapi sem dpn nih...

ad0ii..xpela..cuba sedaya upaya...

capai sket pn jd la kn...

capai ape ??

ape2 la...hahaaa

sem baru...azam baru...

lupakan perkara2 buruk yg dh berlaku...

kte pk kn bnde yg baru...sume yg da lepas 2 kenangan yg xperlu k0t tuk di ingat....

cari kenangan baru yg la sem dpn...hahaa...

okies...sem dpn penaip p0st bl0g lg...

sedey nih x dpt tgk antm dh..umh xde intrnet....huhuuu

(nk settlekn beberapa brg yg l0m siap pack...)

as i expected....

as tyra bank make the episode 11 of antm cyle 13 as the m0st dramatic eliminati0n ever in the hist0ry of ANTM...

i kind a relieve when nic0le n laura b0th have been ch00sen as the finalist of ANTM cycle 13..

they were my fav since da 1st epis0de..

nic0le

laura

what makes me really happy dat erin didn't make into the final...

hate her since she sh0w the b***h side of her week after week...

and i've been waiting f0r her 2 leave but then i d0nt kn0w why the judges still keep her..

myb bec0z of her ph0t0 but her pers0nality jz eeeuuuu~

but p00r jennifer...her ph0t0 getting better week after week..but...

as i predicted the judges w0uld n0t let her be in da final...

why..?? i d0nt kn0w..hahaa

seeing b0th my fav in da final...i d0nt care which 1 0f da gurlz wh0 win...

but 2 bad...

i cann0t watch da final 0nline since i already at h0me...

anyway, juz let da best gurlz win...huhuuu

yg ni sape lak ???

hahaa...sungmin fr0m super juni0r... !!!!!

sungmin-ah ~~~

off limits !!!!

hurmm..

agak off limits disini yer....

penaip ske sbjk tuk paper es0k nih..but then nak katenye pemalas ...

mmg x bley di t0l0ng la...

mmg bt0l pn statement garfield tuh...

i really can..but to bad i won't..

huhuuuu

kte tgk je la es0k mcm mane...

penaip da bersungguh2 nih...

juz h0pe 4 da best 2 happen...

tawakal je la...

bile penaip stress mmg penaip mkn byk...

penaip x merungut ble stress but bley la trace kalau asik cr mknn je..

then kesana sini penaip bergerak...hahaa

tp kalau bel0m smpai tahap m0p lantai 2 mknenye penaip x bpe deadly stress lg la...

huhuuu..

smbung stdy sket la...then tid0...

kne rest my mind jgk..(cm x ckup rest lak siang td...)

gd luck 2 me all all my friend 4 2m0rr0w paper n 0ther upc0ming paper..

sm0ga kte sume bley perf0rm yg terbaek....

aminnnn.....

albin0...

salah satu kejadian unik yg penaip sgt tertarik sejak dulu adalah albino....

xtau la knape..myb sebab sgt menarik perhatian k0t...hahaa

albino ni nk cam senang je rasenye....

kulit putih melepak....rambut lak perang sgt...(hurmm..bl0nde k0t..)

then paling best mata 2 cm ala2 pink...

tp cm kesian la d0rg ni kn...sensitip ngn cahaya sbb pigmen (pigmen ke ??? huhuu..lupe lah) kulit 2 x same cm org len...

pesakit albino nih bley idup cm org biase..

wat semua bende cm biase la....

but then cume tahap keupayaan n kualiti idup 2 je yg lebih rendah sket dari org biase...

pastu sensitif cahaya....hurmmm..and masalah mata jgk...

kalau fikir logik kn...kalau albino ni terjadi dikalangan org or family yg berkulit putih...

hurmm...xde la pelik sgt...but cmne klau dari kalangan family bkn omputih... ??

cam gmbr kt bwh nih...

huhuuu..agak kesian yer...

mmg kne kesian kt mak bdk2 nih...sbb ape ???

ha..2 yg kte kne amik tau...

scr ringkasnya disini, dh beberapa kali mak d0rg nih nak amik d0rg dr sk0lah but pak guard k0t yg x bg...yela...org kulit hitam nk amik bdk org kulit putih...

sume org ingat yg p0mpuan ni nk menculik..

but then...sape nk culik anak sendiri kn??

huhuuu..sian slalu org missunderstood kt die...

ape la nasib...da la 3 org yg ade mslh yg same...

noona yg x dpt diingat siapakah namanya bersama2 3 org anaknya yg menghidap albino

yg 2 kalau terjadi dikalangan manusia...

dh biasa sgt kte dgr...

cmne kalau di kalangan haiwan..huhuu

lagi la diskriminasi k0t...

dh la x same ngn puak2 d0rg....

apela yg jd ek....

hurmmm...2 yg kte x tau..

nk amik tau..nk siasat but x timbul lak mslh berlainan bahasa...

tp dlm 2 gmbr yg penaip jmpe nih....

mmg cm kesian but cm sweet pn ade jgk...huuu

sian yg nih...tp mak die still jgk syg kt anak die walaupun anak die cm tuh..

(c0nfident je mak die..heheee..assume cm 2 je la senang cter...)

tp yg n0rmal 2 cam wat x endah je..xbaek tau..adik bradik k0 jgk...heheee(buat cter)

utk turtle ni pulak...cm ne la ble die da meningkat remaja then dewasa ek...

(hurmm..sempat ke..ha, 2 yg kte x tau...)

tp..nmpk unik...cmne la perasaan die kn...

slalu kte dgr cter psl angsa yg huduh di kalangan angsa putih yg cntek..

tp yg nih...white baby turtle di kalangan n0rmal baby turtle yg xde la cntek sgt pn...huhuu

koala nih jelas kelihatan muka 'kasihani lah daku..'

normal koala da ckup nmpk kesina ni lg yg albino...hehee

kanggaroo ni mmg nmpk cm sakit kn.. ??

hurmmm...cm kesian lak tgk...

but yg ni sweet...huhuuu

klau jmpe mata c0nfirm peluk cium nih....

burung ni mst special di kalangan kaum die kn...

lg unik...

klau ade sesape yg kutuk or perli die, mst die slalu ckp... (ckp ke ?)

'ko ade... ??'

(heheee)

penguin yg slalu kte tgk warna itam gedik2 cumel pn ade yg albino...huu

sian die...da cm xde rupe penguin pn ade jgk...

sape mkn ketam nih mmg kejam la...

x kesian ker..huhuuu

sgt cumel...

haa...yg ni la plng x bley lwn rasenye....

merak putih...ade jgk yg separuh albino tau...

sparuh bdn die sgt n0rmal cm merak biase but sparuh lg putih mlepak...

tp yg 2 kne cr sndri la ek...

p/s:

gmbr2 ni sume penaip dpt dr mcm2 sumber...

g0dek2 smlm dpt byk pic lak...nk letak sume cm x patut...

klau tringin nk tgk lbh byk...search la sndri kt memane yg patut....

huhuuu...thnks 2 any0ne yg upl0ad all dis pic kt tmpt2 yg penaip save gmbr tuh....

really appreciated dat...

skrg kte sedar bkn manusia je yg ade mslh albino nih....

haiwan pn ade...n nmpk lebih unik...

penaip tak mksudkn yg albino manusia 2 tak unik...

tp..skrg ade manusia yg sihat2 cantik m0lek tp sume nk bl0nde rmbut nk putih2 melepak..

pendek kate nk jd albino la k0t...huhuuuu

pape p0wn...penaip sgt tertarik dgn kekuasaan Tuhan yg satu nih...

kte kne la bersyukur dgn ape je yg dh Tuhan jadikan untuk kte..

kerana siapa kte adalah yg sebaik2 kejadian...

kalau kte rase kte ni byk kekurangan..

ingatlah ade lebih ramai yg mempunyai kekurangan yg kadangkala kte sndri xkn terfikir bnde 2 bley terjadi dlm dunia nih...

tepuk dada pastu rase sakit x ??

hehee..

tanya iman la...

nk tnye ape ??? ha..2 yg kte kne amik tau...

try la tepuk dlu klau nk tau...

huhuuu

(tetibe si penaip cm insaf sket..huhuuu)

(tp kn..mkin lme cm mkin mrepek lak ape yg penaip post nih..ngeeee~ o_0 )

Cam C0mel pulak...huhuu

mule2...

real ke nih... ??

sgt x real....

x k0t kn....cm dlm chipmunk p0wn ade....

tp.....

kalau yg kt bwh nih ???

lawak seyh....

sgt p0yo0 mereka..hahaa

berduet....

yg ni pn nk duet jgk...

sgt tau...hahaaa

cumel versi kanak2 ribena lg....

yg ni lg menangis...

shuffle ke en. cat ???

hahaaa..

yg ni versi tua menua...

d0uble suffle....

eheh....mantap la kunun....

yg ni L0neRanger...

hahaa..sian...

mcm dance S0ry2 - super junior la..

yeah !!!

tp yg ni plak......

hurmmm...ape kes ???

(bkn manusia je yg tau cr publisiti....heheee..)

Have You Ever...

Have You Ever...

Have you ever cried at night,
Thinking it was bad,
Have you ever lost a love,
The only thing you ever had,
Have you ever screamed out loud,
From pain that you have felt,
Have you ever stopped and looked,
At pain that you have dealt,
Have you ever questioned someone,
Of love and if its true,
Have you ever really wondered,
If they truly feel for you,

Have you ever felt abused,
Or worried while you wait,
Have you ever made a big huge deal,
Over someone being late,
Have you ever had them leave,
And watched them walk away,
Have you ever thought of leaving,
But could only sit and stay,

Have you ever hurt someone,

And looked at what you’ve done,

Have you ever been the one that’s hurt,

And thought that you were the only one,

Have you ever loved another,

And never told them so,

Have you ever tried to tell them,

But didn’t know how it would go,

Have you ever been alone,

Where no one else could see,

So you sat at home remaining unknown,

having nowhere else to be.

I’ve felt this way before,

I’ve felt and dealt it all,

I’ve even lied,

I’ve even cried,

I’ve even felt the fall.

But nothing makes it better,

The Guilt or the Pain I feel,

I wish it all would go away,

I wish it wasn’t real,

But that is not the case,

And it could never be,

It took me too long to open up,

And took me way too long to see, I must;

Own up to mistakes I’ve made,

Get past the pains I’ve felt,

Wipe away the tears that are in my eyes,

And reflect on the tears I’ve dealt,

And Tell someone when I love them,

Before they go away,

And maybe if I word it right,

They just might want to stay.

-Dennis Mayer

i kind of l0ve dis p0em..so0 meaningful..the writer really great with words..

really touch my heart..already been in alm0st all th0se situati0n...

its just dat..i'm n0t even cried...i d0nt want 2 cried 4 dis stupid thing..its juz n0t w0rth it

and dats h0w life is...we've have 2 be in dis situati0n so0 dat we can appriciated every l0ve dat we have..

dis guy wh0 i really fell in l0ve...(never l0ve s0me0ne like dis bef0re even my ex..hurmm)

he gave me false h0pe...even until n0w he didnt say anything b0ut what actually happen..

but i believe he just trying 2 get over his ex..but then, he just with me whenever he n0t with her...

and n0w..he back again with her...

i c0uldnt believe he w0uld do dat 2 me...

even im hurt...i still l0ve him and i always will...

f0r n0w..dis kind of thing makes me d0nt want 2 believe in L0VE anym0re...

my m0m says 'its okay 2 be hurt..myb there's s0me0ne 0ut there dat s0meday happen 2 be with me..just 4 me..'

and 4 me, what imp0rtant in l0ve n0t just l0ve but RESPECT !!

respect others feeling !! respect their need !! juz respect !!

respect ur l0ve means dat u really l0ve ur l0ve one..

(sudden get back int0 em0 thing...adess..can't help it...the m0re u trying 2 f0rget there m0re u'll remember all th0se m0ment...hurmmm..need 2 try harder...)

~STUDY2!!!!!!!!~

ANTM Cycle 13..

dah episode 10 bru nk p0st psl latest antm nih...

heheee..

kali ni interesting sket...

n0 m0re skinny2 n lampai2 punye p0mpuan...

kali ni..skinny la jgk but katik2...

katik d0rg pn 5' 6' n 5' 7' (katik ke tuh... ?? omputih nye katik la.. )

destinasi kali ni hawaii...hawaii je??

da xde bajet k0t wat dekat2 jerk...huhuu

pastu yg judge jemputan plak tiap2 mggu laen..cmne la tuh...

pape pn enj0y jgk la yg nih...jgn pndang rendah ngn katik2...

katik pn hebat jgk ape ble amik gmbr....

huhuuu

one of my fav pic....brittany

my fav : nic0le

ni la final 14 tuk ANTM Cycle 13..

yg suci lg gmbr 2 la final 4...huhuuu

dgr2 tuk epis0de 11 nnt ade 2 org kne singgkir...

aduss..h0pely erin la...but yg s0rg lg 2 xm0 pk....

syg yg 3 org lg...d0rg best !!!

h0pely nic0le akan menang....heheee

fighting!!!

rasenye kn....

hurmmm...

its been a while since da last time i p0st smthing in dis bl0g...

xde ape nk cter pn...

kang merepek2 je....huhuuu

time2 exam nih...agak stress jgk la..

stress sbb tgk org len stdy...

wakakakaaa..

so far..

paper mcm ok...(mcm la...hakikat sbnr..ha, 2 yg kte x tau)

tp...h0pely sem ni akan membawa sinar yg baru dlm idup...(ececeh...)

walaupun carrymark gler d0wn but kne fighting2 lebih ar kt exam....aduss

pape pn...kne kejar balek pkcik dean nih!!!!

h0h sem lepas mmg wat h0t bt0l...(walaupun salah sndri..)

xpe...kejar balek...kejar !!

tggl 3 paper lg nih....

tp cm biase la....xde smangat dlm stdy awl2...

last minute jgk la yg dikejar...(manusia kn...mudah lalai..)

whatever it is...

gd luck 2 everyone....!!!

sejak dua menjak nie melayan bt0l 2 gr0up nih....

1st : DBSK...

xiah, micky, jaejoong, yunho n changmin

2nd : Super Junior !!!!

heheeee

lentok jgk la lagu d0rg....bile dance pn bley tahan....

thnks kpd internet yg sgt membantu dlm melalaikan diri si penaip ini kpd dua k0rean gr0up nih....huhuuu

k0rg try la lyn jgk....kalau x paham bahasa d0rg buat2 mcm paham je la....

(d0rg ni la jgk musuh dlm misi tuk stdy wat sem nih....uhuk!!)