aku??? trauma??? traumatik???

ape tuh? aku pn xtau..hahaaa..ape jd 2,3 ari ni ek...cm gler pn ade..sbb ape?2 aku xtau la...tp so far yg plng hebat mse ari ahad la..pg tu g pasar....adeh serius ar mmg skrg ni duit rse kecik sgt...amik 2 sket...ni sket..tgk2 dah lepas 10hengget...ape da....tp bkn segar pn ikan tuh..hampeh bt0l lew...xpela...pasni mmg aku redah ikan bilis jerk..xde dh ikan2 basah nih..gua amik yg da kering2 je la... tp slagi aku x dpt blander ngn lesung aku mmg xkn puas ati...dah bpe lme x mkn asam pedas nih...mne bley tahan beb...aku nk masak pn da kne agak2 je ble letak lada..sume cm x tahan pedas jew...aku ni plak klau x rse pedas mmg nk muntah la klau mkn pn...tp mslh pr0b nye skrg...darjah kepedasan aku nih mmg da mlampau...klau aku da rse pedas...mmg teruk ar 0rg len....haahahaaa..

ok skrg berckp psl stress...

cmni k0t 0rg stress....hahahaa..

ade 1 bnde ni mmg bt aku bt0l2 stress la....hampir x dpt nk handle...

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hahaaa....stress x?

xdela..gurau jew...aku tensyen gler sbb isnin 2 kn due date nk sbmt soalan tuk ujian mac

then sbtu 2 dah bz ade mjlis kn...

ahad ingat lepak jap ar pg...

lepas g pasar 2 lena2 jap mngelamun...

then lepas lunch start smbung bt s0alan tuh...

lme gler aku mengarang...serius bt0l aku x de c0py sket pn dr buku..sume aku karang sndri...

tp suddenly ble lepas maghrib...w0rd tetibe lak bley n0t resp0nding...

k0rg rse ape yg jd?

ilang k0t sume s0alan tuh...

tah mne pegi yg aku save2 sume...

ape yg tggl hanyalah 10 s0alan drpd 45 yg aku da settle

nape ralat sgt??? relax sudah.....

mne bley beb..sume 2 aku bt sndri ok...xde c0py2..mne x ralat..

cm nk hempuk 0rg pn ade....tp ble pk blek mngamuk pn xde nye s0alan tuh bley timbul blek kn...

so0 bek aku cpt2 start bt balek....mmg la settle...tp...

sia2 je la aku bt dr tgh ari...baek aku trb0ngkng td0 kew...

bt bd0h kew....ni dah susah2 tgk2 sia2 jew...xpasal abis bt kje kul 1 jgk...

ampeh t0l la...tp pape pn...

sume da settle...tggl tggu ari kejadian jew...hihiiiii

s0k aku p0st bnde len plak...byk nk cter tp mse xde...

 (cm la aku ni byk kje....huhuuuu...byk k0wt...kje2 kebajikan..hahaaa)

cuti2~

selama ni mmg aku x kesah pn cuti ke ape kew | tp smlm rase gler bahagia ah | dpt lepak kt umh lepas gler penat pindah umh petang isnin (again...) | smlm xde bt pe pn...duk lepak kt umh...masak2..lyn gitar sket ptg2 tuh...relax2...tp kn.... (kne caps l0ck nih) TAPI KAN..... | mlm 2 yg paling best... | x penah aku rase best smpai cm tuh... | mlm td la plng ultimate | ahahaaa | apakah??????? | dpt call drpd lect pembimbing... | oho0000~ | kenapakah????? | katenye nk dtg arini... | weho000 | berita plng gembira pnh aku dgr abad nih.. | terharu rasenye ble dpt tau kami la sk0lah 1st yg die dtg | lect kami mmg bet0l2 k0takn kata2 die  (nk bandarkn pn bley jgk... ) | b0tul2 di0 dtg.. | bkn maen2 dah | pergh...best gler..| ape yg aku bley ckp.... MAKAN DALAM!! | the end... | arini best betul.. (selain dr lect dtg la..) | 1. f0r da 1st time ajar PJK dak 3S (clas dak laki) | abeh aku kne | bkn ape | mmg pndai ayat la.. | aku iye kan aje.. | 2. aku men chess ngn s0rg bdk ni abes kne kejekn.. | cm x caye je rasenye.. | BERBEKAS bt0l dlm ati.. | aisey.... | 3. p ganti clas...dh kne check essay bdk... | meliau mata aku... | kpala ligat scan kamus.... | 4. duk umh bru..jauh dr sk0lah (serius jauh!) | patutnye kne tumpang GPK.. | but then cm byk mslh jew... | xdapek la naek di0 arini ha. | kne ar nek hsmate | seb baek die anta smpai kt sk0lah | lau nk menapak dr jln luar tuh mau gegar lutut mlayang nyawa beb | uhuuuu~ | 2 la s0 far kenangan arini...x ad0 lg rsenye... | sekian, wassalam...

setelah....

setelah 4 bulan menyepi...(sekali lagi...) | arini baru dapat menaip lg dlm nih... | ape nk cter pn xtau | tp yg penting skrg i da tukar lokasi | skrg dah jd org n0g0ri | dah praktikum dkt  nilai | best jgk la pengalaman ble prktikum ni | mlayan student2.. | mmg la kn...tipu la klau ckp x tensyen.. | tp ble fikir balek | x pasti pn sbnrnye tensyen psl ape... | kn2??? | cube la try test fikir | kte patut bersyukur dgn ape yg kte dpt skrg | aku mmg la bersyukur wlaupn dah nk 3 kali pndah umh | sume sbb ade mslh teknikal | huhuuuuu | xpela...yg penting keselamatan itu penting | sk0lah ni mmg best | best gler.. | atas bukit tau...huhuuu | rugi la k0rg yg sk0lah besar2 tuh.. | tp sbb sbnr sk0lah ni mnjadi pilihan adalah sbb sk0lah ni sk0lah agama | penerapan agama kt sk0lah agama ni lebih sket la dr sk0lah biase... | lgpn sini sume pljr mlayu yg semestinya Islam kn..? | jd ble tgk pn sejuk je.. | displin agak memuaskn la.. | even ade yg nakal tp ble diselitkn dgn kesedaran agama sume stdnt ade rase tnggungjawab la sket.. | senang jgk nk tegur wlaupn kdang2 sedikit 'liar' | tp kebanyakkannya s0 far baek2 la.. | cikgu kt sni pn best2... | mcm2 kerenah.. | ser0n0k tgk gelagat 0rg laen... | skrg belum smpat nk kenal sume 0rg.. | malu la nk start sbb xtau nk ckp ape.. | ade jgk la ckgu2 yg slalu tegur2 tuh.. | yg 2 xdela rase malu sgt | tp nk start perbualan 2 seriously mmg take time | aku ni da la pemalu sket...(yeke??) | hahahaaa... | bley tahan la jgk... | ni klau at0k laki aku tau aku bt prktikum sk0lah agama cnfirm die terbeliak mata x caye.. | (but yes at0k!!!! dgn penuh kerelaan!!! heheheee) |sk0lah sni kecik je xdela besar cm sk0lah 0rg laen (cm UPSI la) | tp enj0y la...dpt g sume tmpt.... | dpt kenal ngn sume stdnt | skrg hmpir sume 0rg aku da dpt cam... | klau sk0lah yg besar2 aku x sure lg la aku dpt cam ke x... | mmg nama 2 s0ry 2 say la cnfirm aku x dpt nk ingat... | huhuuuu | stakat ni da 5 kali msuk clas mengajar | lme2 jd ketagih wlaupn mula2 xtau sbnrnye cmne nk ajar 0rg nih... | aku bley paham sndri tp tuk fahamkn 0rg len 2 myb take time la... | aku da tnye bdk2 klau x paham tnye... | tp tk0t jd cm aku sk0lah dlu | paham xpaham sume aku bantai ckp paham jek...hahaaa.. | byk jgk la ganti clas...tp dah sni clas ade 8 jerk..(seri0usly 8!!! LAPAN!!!) | berulang2 msuk clas yg sme je la....jmpe jgk dak yg sme.... | tp serius ckp... | mggu kedua bru la suara 2 bley kuar | smpai nk terkeluar anak tekak ni ha | smpai ckp n0g0ri pn aku da pndai sket3.. | lme2 spe member jmpe mmg aku bantai ckp n0g0ri! |k ar sekian....serius pasni byk aku p0st | mcm2 cter aku kasi penuh bl0g nih | sekian wassalam...

p/s : xde gamb0r.MALAS CARI.

neena's chord : My Happy Ending

Avril Lavinge : My Happy Ending

Bm G D A                                                                             
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (breakable thread)

G D A                                                                                                 
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (but we lost it)
G D A Bm                                                                                       
All of the memories, so close to me
Just fade away
G A                                                                                                  
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Bm G D A                                                                             
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (So are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

A G A G A Bm G A
It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

neena's chord : Cukup Indah

Akim : Cukup Indah


C G Am Em                                                                   
Tak pernah aku menjauh darimu
F G                                                                         
Meninggalkan cinta kita
C G Am Em                                                                   
Tak pernah aku meluka hatimu
F G                                                                         
Perasaan dan jiwamu
Segalanya telah ku serah
Hanya engkau terindah

C G Am                                                                              
Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah
Em F C F G                                                                                  
Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai
C G Am                                                                              
Ku tahu kau mahu ada di hati
Em F G C                                                                             
Untuk didampingi untuk disayangi

C G Am Em                                                                   
Tiada yang lain selain dirimu
F G                                                                         
Kekal tinggi di hatiku
C G Am Em                                                                  
Tiada pengganti yang mampu ku cari
F G                                                                         
Yang secantik diri kamu
Cinta ini untuk dirimu
Rasa ini untukmu

Ulang Korus

Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah
Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai

neena's chord : Bila Cinta

Gio : Bila Cinta




Em Dm G C F Em Dm                                                          
Bila cinta kini tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Em Dm G C F Em Dm                                                              
Dulu kau tawarkan manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu dengan segenap hatiku
Hingga engkau pergi tinggalkanku

Am Dm G C                                                                
Hilangnya cintamu menusuk hatiku
F Dm Em Am                                                              
Hinggaku memilih cinta yang fana
F Dm G C                                                                                            
Perginya dirimu merobek jantungku
F Dm Em Am                                                                  
Hingga ku terjatuh dalam harapan

Em Dm G C F Em Dm                                                                     
Kusebut namamu disetiap doaku
Bangkitkan setiap kenangan tentangmu
Yangku dapat hanyalah bayangmu

neena's chord : Cinta Antara Kita

Duta feat Baizura Kahar - Cinta Antara Kita

Intro - C F G Am x2 F Fm

Duta:
C F C G Am F C G
sejak dari dulu ku menyintaimu                      

kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura
C F C G Am F C G
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku                      

yg telah membuat ku menyintai mu

F Em Dm C  
sudah berapa lama                                              

diriku ini tak bertemu mu
F Em Dm G                                                              

 mungkin ku harap jua kau merindu ku sebagaimanaku rinduimu

Duta:
F Em Dm G C
cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya         

walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu                                                   

ku hanya menunggu mu  menyata kau cintaku 

ku kan berjanji menyintamu sayang

F G C C/B Am - F Fm

Baizura Kahar:

C F C G Am F C G
setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi                       

tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
C F C G Am F C G
ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya           

walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa

F Em Dm C  
mungkin kau tak mengerti                           

maksud ku dulu pada dirimu
F Em Dm C  D
kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu sehingga ke akhir waktu

Baizura Kahar:

F Em Dm G C
cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya         

walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu                                                   

ku hanya menunggu mu  menyata kau cintaku 

ku kan berjanji menyintamu sayang

C D C D
Cm Bm A D - G

Duta:
F Em Dm C  
sudah berapa lama                                              

diriku ini tak bertemu mu

Baizura Kahar:
F Em Dm D  
mungkin ku harap jua kau merindu ku sebagaimanaku rindumu

Duta:

F Em Dm G C
cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya         

walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu ku

Baizura Kahar:

F Em Dm G C
hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku 

ku kan berjanji menyintamu sayang

Duta and Baizura Kahar:

F Em Dm G C
cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya         

walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu                                                   

ku hanya menunggu mu  menyata kau cintaku 

ku kan berjanji menyintamu sayang

Dm G C
ku kan berjanji menyintamu sayang

neena's chord : The Only Exception

THE ONLY EXCEPTION

G Dm Cmaj7

When I was younger I saw                                                        

My daddy cry and curse at the wind                                      

He broke his own heart and I watched                                         

As he tried to re-assemble it

And My Mama swore that she would                   

Never  let herself forget                                                       

And that was the day that I promised                              

I’d never sing of love if it does not existed                        

But darling

You are the only exception                                                

You are the only exception                                                

You are the only exception                                              

You are the only exception

Maybe I know somewhere                                           

Deep in my soul that love never lasts                                                     

And we’ve got to find other way                                            

To make it alone or keep a straight face

And I’ve always live like this                                       

Keeping a comfortable distance                                         

And up until now I had sworn to myself                                  

That im content with loneliness                                     

Because none if was ever worth the risk

I’ve got a tight grip on reality, but I cant                         

Let go of what’s in front of me here                                         

I know you’re leaving in the morning you wake up                                                                                       

Leave me with some kind of proof                                         

It’s not a dream, whoa

And im on my way to believing                                          

Oh, and im on my way to believing

=> tak ingat la sape penyanyi nya . tp lagu ni best .