My Happy Pill

walaupun semenjak dua menjak ni mengalami banyak hari2 yang suram.. syukur ya Allah sebab hantarkan aku pengubat kecelaruan jiwa di saat aku memang perlukannya. so, my current happy pill.. is my CintaHati la of course... hahaha terima kasih ya Allah. one word  from him and that is it.. all the problems are seems berdesup.. haha jakun.. baru nak bercinta.. (bercinta ke?) haha bagi la can sket kat sis..

whatever it is my Mak and Abah will always on top of my happy pills.. the moment we gossiping.. membawang... that is my way to release all the stress... and we don't need to talk about others when we already have 4 askars and 9 anak bulus.. haha and sometimes we can bawangness pasal pokok jugak. yes..tak perlu nak gosip pasal orang sangat pun sebenarnya..

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haha back to my isi penting..eventhough sometimes (almost everytime) my CintaHati dont have feelings kan.. so hati batu one la this guy.. i tend to mengadu all my problems lah. saje nak test. when he is on the mood of don't bother.. tak payah nak bersungguh sangat la nak bebel mengadu what so ever.. baik terus tukar topik lain.. haha nanti jadi makin stress pulak..u try to merajuk pun buang masa lah.. sory tak dilayan.. haha

yes lately i have been so busy.. dia tak payah cakap lah. always busy doing things.. school stuff i supposed.. but let him lah.. he love what he did.. bukan macam aku ni.. merungut je kejenya.. haha boleh mesej malam je..tapi aku ni kejenye tertido je.. yelah. hari2 balik skolah dekat pukul 6 beb.. mana bateri tak habis.. sampai rumah longlai terus.. tapi kadang2 aku bertahan jugak lah... untuk CintaHati.. walaupun kadang krik krik... but now he changed so much.. ada jugak lah masa nak reply mesej. haha

but as i get older.. and been through this relationship for years...(yaa we contact each other to make sure we both still alive haha but not everyday lah because as perigi kita jangan kacau timba kita kalau dia ada perigi lain at that time. ehee) okeh i have learned something..if we want to merungut we have to cari our merungut partner.. because our CintaHati yang gila kerja mungkin tak faham dilema orang pemalas. hahaha but thank God... day by day.. he made me a better person. insyaAllah.. itu yang aku cari. i hope i can berubah for good.. 

now.. simple. just dont mengadu what so ever about work to CintaHati. dia pun ada banyak benda nak fikir. just simpan dalam hati.. or even better taip all the problems here and don't ever post.. haha biar semua jadi draft.. why tak mengadu kat mak? membazir... better talk something fun lagi bagusss.. 

ya Allah.. jangan ditarik nikmat ini..

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